Took the Plunge (2006)

This blog is about dead.

2008-01-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna start a new blog... again. gonna leave this one here to rot, so yeah. have fun.

~.../ Took the Plunge \...~

2006-12-11T01:43:00.000-08:00

GMC Youth Camp, PLUNGE'06.

IT WAS AWESOME! even the bus ride to Port Dickson, =D
the first busride, Sarah was all "O.O THE TREES ARE SOO STRAIGHT!!" of course we laughed about it all the way to Port D.S.

AH THE LOVELY SOUND OF GRAVEL CRUNCHING BENEATH YOUR SHOES... wait, IS THAT A COWBOY RANCH!? NOOOOOO!!!!!... our camp was a dude ranch, -_- no offence to cowboys, but i just hate the setting... oh well, EAGLE RANCH was fantasic! it had everything (but a pool table, my sympathy for you, Luke, =[...) paintball, go carts, paintball, a swimming pool, more paintball, A STORE! (not a very wide variety though, but it gave us KETCHUP FLAVOURED CHIPS!... sorry GMC people, just HAD to mention it), a bar (as in, like some diner thing), even more paintball, some sort of kayaking thing (it only gave you a feel of kayaking), an obsticle course, rock climbing, even MORE paintball (hey, i love paint ball, =D), abseiling, and last, but DEFINATELY NOT least, THE FLYING FOX!!! the most important thing of the camp! (tell y'why later).... OH! and the people in my group were Sarah (duh...), Reuben (raphael's brother), Amos, Vic, Merrilyn, John, Mel, Cheryl, Cheewee, and Vanzino (Alcinda's brother).

First day there.
we had the amazin' race, where we had to go everywhere around E.R. to find bla bla bla, you know the story, :P.. my group's first station was abseiling, although there is a funny story behind how we were figuring out the clue... due to time constraint (*mumbles*), only 5 of us could go... :P and the people there insisted that we pushed off the wall... -_-...
OKAY! next we went on to... Archery! wheee! *runs around in Circles* sorry if it wasn't... my memory's a bit foggy... in order to get arrows to shoot 3 ballons taped onto3 targets, we had to complete different tasks to gain them. one was spraying cream onto another person's mouth for 5 seconds... i did that to John, and he was like "CAN I HAVE SUMMORE?!"... AGREED! =DD it was niiiiice... much like corn... xD... then another was spinning 50 times in 1 minute, along with waling in a straight like while hoola hooping, which was done by marrilyn, and sucking out a candle... O.O... there were more, but i cant re-cap everything... then ARCHERY TIME! =DD i missed my arrow, :P... whaaat? i'm not used to the bow. besides, the way to shoot the arrow is different from how i've been normally shooting mine... and the aiming's diff, :P...13 arrows! none hit. sad.. then it was on to... the watering hole, i think... it was sorta lika bar, as in, for drinks, not the bar-handle thing... we had to play Edellwise or however you spell it... PAI SEII!! sorry, :P... and we had to play it on those champaigne glasses. you know, the run-your-finger on the rim thing... we did it! =DD but some notes had to be brought down, as in, lowered... the glasses didn't produce a high enough sound...
my sis's comp's running outta batt. finish this another time

2006-11-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

David Tao & Jolin Tsai - Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo

Marry Me Today

~.../ Self-pity \...~

2006-11-17T04:01:00.000-08:00

Don't think the world's against you, cause you aren't even looking at what crimes you are commiting against everyone.

Think life's tough? well, it's not always fun and games. you gotta WORK to get the best outta life.

Apparently the conditions of others slip right past you. HELLO?! where's that little angel inside of you. HAVE SOME SENSITIVITY!

Don't think that you can get away with everything. It will be found out.

Thank God?? you still dare to use that phrase? you don't even love your parents, lest respect them.

Say no more. You love them for the wrong reasons. Money? Upgrades? Please. You're just using them like a credit card. Do not forget, that you still have to pay after each use.

get your morals right. Don't go and follow the path of stupidity, because it leads you to nowhere but death.

I won't call you a fool, but don't act like one.

enjoy now, but later you will suffer if you keep this up. stick to your own age group, cause apparently your older friends aren't doing you much good.

OPEN your spiritual eyes the Good Lord has given you. LOOK at what you are doing and CHANGE for the better. Acceptance is not in a cigarette, but is in the day you give up the momentary high.

don't be a sore in another person's eyes. Be the one who helps ease the pain.

~.../ now you know \...~

2006-05-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

Verse 1:

In these eyes
More than words,
More than Anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
There's something you should know
Before i walk away
and i blow the ending

Chorus:

and i never wanna be without you
Oh no, here i go
Now you know
What i feel about you
There's no running

I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there i go
No control
And i'm fallen
So now you know

Verse 2:

Feel so right
Craving oxygen
On this truths left me empty
Will you run
Can you handle it
Cause i need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But i'm hoping you'll stay for the happy ending

Chorus:

and i never wanna be without you
Oh no, here i go
Now you know
What i feel about you
There's no running

I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there i go
No control
And i'm fallen
So now you know

Bridge:

No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about You
No I won’t look back
When I tell you what I think about You

So the story goes
Yeah
You already know
So don’t be a fool
And go spoil the ending

Chorus:

and i never wanna be without you
Oh no, here i go
Now you know
What i feel about you
There's no running

I must have been wrong without you
Oh no, there i go
No control
And i'm fallen
So now you know
___________________________________________________________________

She's the one i love, but i wonder if she feels the same about me...

-Ryann

~.../ worse \...~

2006-02-04T09:47:00.000-08:00

urrrghhh, sooo many projects... stupid... baah, bout my CNY holis... I LURVE ME LITTLE TAN TAN CUZZINS!!! haha... and one of my cuzzins keeps on klinging to me, xD... love her... she's like, "kor kor wei hao!! wo yao bao bao!!'... haha... too bad i was frikking tired... so i carried her for a while just to make her happy, but she was persistent... hehh... then there was BB anniversary... also loved it... tried my hand at soccer... outcome: forgetit. and my sprecs frame got bent into a frikkish way... i cant even wear it... ok, i can, but it's like, slanted and oneside's poking out... thank you soo much alden... then there was the Pri.6s... THEY ALL SOO CUTE LOR... okiee, not that cute, but they cute in de junior way... haha... Sarah's bro was there... Jonathan, not Joshua... and there was one Pri.6 who was like, "Kor Kor, when you were in primary school, which class were you from?"... lol, Kor Kor... i can gedd used to that... :P... and then there was the hypo-energetic(i know, it's supposed to be hyper-energetic, but hypo/hyper, who cares??) one... he keeps pumping... maybe he was trying to show off... or that he was just too excited to be in the presence of the seniors, i duno... haha... he can pump ANYWHERE... even in de canteen... eeeew... ok... the 05' sec4s came back!!! ok, some, but still, YAYY!!... and it was when we were falling out and when Joel Lokie said "bye, Ryan" then it hit me... VERRRRYYY hard... duno wad i'm talking bout? ask Lokiee or Alden, or Stanley... Or Josh frm maii church... veeerrryyyy few ppl noe bout my problem... and then there was today... or yesterday since i'm blogging at like what, 2 AM?... yeahh, there was 'Delirious?' at City Harvest church...and it was today when i found out what stanley meant by 'they keep pestering you to go to their church one'... the pastor was like "soo, Church, turn to your neighbour on your left and on your right and tell them 'YOU have an inner-minister in you, so use that against the devil's lies, he may say something like "Don't go to City Harvest Church, go to any other church than this one", but DO NOT LISTEN! YOU have the power to bla bla bla..." urgghhh... Honestly, BAD first impression.. oh well... then i told something to Joel Lee, who was with miee and Cheryl, and he was like, "HUH??" lol, you should have been there, everyone was like "in God name, Amen" "HUHH???" TAHAHAHAHA!!!! sooo farny lorrr!!!... had a great time worshipping... yeah... but honestly, CHC ppl look, uhh, dead or something... they jump, yes, but onli for like, what? two lines of the chorus? then they stop... and i couldn't feel anything from them... as in, spiritually... may it's just me... oh well... gtg... i'm sooooo sleepppyyyy.... niteee

~.../ stressed \...~

2005-12-23T02:24:00.000-08:00

wa lauuuu... this whole week has been nothing but waking up early... can even though i'm not finished with the week yet, i mite as well post EARLY like waking up EARLY this week... ok, first the was Council Camp, mondae to bout 11AM tuesdae... then there was Annual Camp from 11AM tuesdae to thursdae 11 AM... then todae there was Sec1 Registration... 7AM, but i forgot the time and came at 9!! AHHHH!!!! I WAS LATE!!!... oh well, then tomoro there's work, 8AM until 12PM, then afer that there's Carolling from 6PM to 2AM on sundae... then sleep over in Church, then Church at 9AM... oh my gosh... ah well, Sec 1 reg.- was quite fun, could actually wear a council blazer... haha, too bad i didnt take a photo, :P... ok,after being late, i ran to lanz, then i ran to the council room, put on my blazer, which surprisingly was Joel Lokie's previous Blazer - size M!!!! SIZE M!!!! i can actually fit into size M!!!!... i thought i was fat, xD- then ran to Abel, who gave me Binkie's Job and posted Binkie outside de hall... and my job was to stand at the staircase leading to the staff room and the bridge... the whole dae i was like, 'Morning Sir/Mdm' and answering bout 20 qns... :P... and some were in CHINESE!!!! oh my GOSH... jia lat, haha... i remember there was this one person who approached me and i tried communicating with her and failed... so i called Mr Ow... haha... he was like talk talk talk, then the lady left... then Mr Ow was like 'it's good to know a little chinese you know, :)' haha... then Lokie went down the stairs with his sis... he was like 'Hey! i was wondering where you were...' then more than one Evangeline came down the stairs and said 'never greet me!... :D'... haha, ok, fine evann, good morning MADAM! xD hehe. fun fun fun... these few days, the song is STARS by Switchfoot. veryy nice... ok, gona go and do thething i'm best at now... bb!
-Ryan

~.../ outkast \...~

2005-12-09T18:46:00.000-08:00

i feel soooo left outttt!!!!!!! ahhhh! it's lyk, Jeff and Ivan TAN are talking bout something, then caleb and them laugh... and i'm lyk 'huhh?'... oh noooo!!!! dang, i'm gona b a social outcast or smthn, hahaha... nevermind, i have a plan!!!!.... i shall... i shall... I SHALL THRO CHAR SIEW PAUs EVERYWHERE AND RULE THE WORLD!!!! xD.... i finally got Star Wars: Battlefront 2. YESSS it's SOOO KEWLLL, and wad's evil is that in a space battle, i know ALL the parts of an imperial Star Destroyer... haahaa, the cant stand a chance, except in a dog fite larrr... i'm dead JIA LAT in those situations... bahh... my rank is only a sergeant, but beats the crap outta being a PTE... oh well, i wana go plae, AGAIN! bb.
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ irritated \...~

2005-11-22T18:05:00.000-08:00

please, people, PLEASE stop using other ppl's names and tag evil and horrible things bout others... or me... or others... it's wrong! c'm. i mean, how would YOU like it if i were to go to your tagg and use ur BF/GF's name and sae evil evil things bout u?? if you wana do it to me, fine, just not other ppl. cause i know how irritating i can become, but just dont go beyond my limits, k? agreed? agreed. good, now that we understand ourselves, WHAT IN THE WORLD WERE YOU THINKING OF USING MY NAME TO POST HORRIBLE STUFF ON TING'S BLOG?!oh wait, lemme guess, YOU WERENT THINKING AT ALL! you can do it to MY post, but not OTHERs. puh-LEASE grow up!. newaes, just finished kayaking, lyk, last week. was very fun, but the evil thing was was that i was at the back, which ment i had to steer us (me and Joshua Tang) around, :P.. he's a good partner. eveyone kept bumping into each other purposely. one officer almost capsized, X.X... oh yeah, and i saw a DEAD FLOATING cat in the water... EEEWWWWWWWW... haha... i learnt soo much bout kayaking! xD. but when i got home, my whole body was tanned except the places where i had clothes on, so i look lyk a frikking shoe-bee.. eew... that's soo wrong.. Ting!!! PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER! I GOT SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU!!!... yupp, Trish has this fren, Sarah (no, Not you Sarah Lee). SHE KEEPS TALKING TO ME LYK I"M HER BEST FREN!!! actually, its not soo bad, but please, sarah, not all the time, yeah? you're great, but sometimes you catch me at a wrong time... :P... besides, i havent even MET you... :P... GREAT JOB SEC4S!!! YOUR FREE OF THE Os!!!! WOOO!!!! GO AND HAVE FUN!!! just not too much fun that you guys fall down out of over-exertedness...ness... yeah, but other than that, PUSH OUR HAVEING FUN METERS TO 120%!!! not 130% cause 13's an unlucky number and not 140% cause it's too much... and ot 110% cause u mite as well not have anyfun at all... haha, great work S4s! to all sec4 BB members, COME BACK AS PRIMER!!! NIGELL!! WE NEED PPL LIKE YOU!! JOEL LOKE! YOU WERE A GREAT CSM! YOU WOULD MAKE A GREAT PRIMER! JOEL TAN! YOU'R A WARRANT OFFICER! DONT WASTE IT!! and to all the others, IT WAS GREAT HAVING YOU WITH US!!! COME BACK TO MAKE 33RD THE BEST! cause rite now, wer're having probelms, haha... oh well, gtg... ONE MORE THING, i got the Nokia 3230 for only $168!!! wow! talk bout cheap and SWEET! xD. ok, BB.
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ gotten over it \...~

2005-10-30T23:22:00.000-08:00

i'm over my self pity-ness... haha, or wdv u may call it... bleah... i wana tag on something a LOOOONG time ago... yupp, end of semester 1's holis. went to aussie. it rawked, except everything was soo cold... too bad no snow, :(... dang. oh well, cold= good except when u needa do number 2 in de toilet... de seat is sooooo coldddd, u can practically make a toilet seat shaped piece of ice, but who wld wana do tt? ':/... oh yeah, we went there to visit my cuzzins... Aaron and Ashley.now i feel vry bad cuz i was vry evil to Aaron... :P... so, i had fun there... yupp. i went with Aaron to see a plae AnA's school put up. Ashley was quite good, she was plaeing a chinese dancer in a 'restaurant'. oh, btw, we were in a concert hall... haha, then i kept trying to take pictures, but it was too frikkin far away for me... :P... my digi cam couldnt take good photos... but de bad thing isat de flash was blinding, so, i had to wait for someone to take a pic then i can take, haha... a bit pai sei la... oh yeah, i feel in love with milk shakes in aussie, haha, loved them... yeah, and lost lyk 1 kg over there... but now i re-gained tt 1 kg. haha, has something to do with de temp... oh well... then we also went shoppin, well, de mothers at least, A&A were at school. dang, couldnt spent time with them... then went over to my aussie grandma's place.. stayed there for a night, then de next dae went to her church... everything was in chinese!!! o.O there was a translator of course, but de chinese speaker wouldnt wait for de transaltor to finish speaking and just continued anywaes... dang... oh well... i also went to A&A's church. nice church, vry bigg, haha... then the worship team rocked, but how would i knoe? i've been listening to sinaporean acent speaking worshippers. anything which sounds foreign rox to me... haha... yeah, then, err... oh yeah, my cuzzins also listen to Russel Peters... haha, we were reciting stuff frm him de whole time... XD 'yo ma de soo fat...' haha, shall not go into it, but if u catch me, SMS me and listen to my SMS ringtone, heehee... yupp. i also busted my sis's old walkman there. she didnt want it bcuz it couldnt close, but i fixed it with scotch tape. HA! HA! HA! lol... yupp. as far as i'm concerned (which should be like tht onli, unless YOU wanna be an extra... X.X) it rocked. i wana go back. but i must make sure i wont be as big as a pain there like de last tripp, i feeeelllll sooooooo baddddddd...............
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ why bother \...~

2005-10-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

why do i bother making this blog when only soo few people go to it?? it's just a waste of time... no, i'm not ready to delete it... yet... shall think of it... ok, rite now, i'm irritated... my parents are out for dinner, and tried to FORCE me to go. before that, i had a choice. wa lau... then my mom threatened when we ged de new TV (the old one's busted) she's moving de one outside now to my sis's room. GO AHEAD. i dont care. my heck-care attitude is back. and wad's worse, is that my special person is rite in front of me, but i dare not let go of de truth... aiyeah... my CS skills are back, but that doesnt make me feel better... in fact, when my character dies, i quit de frikkin game... not like me... somebody HELP!... i'm stuck in this world of hate, vengence, greed... only the Lord can let out... but he wants me to remain here... i shall be obedient and not question Him, but in the mean time, MENTOR! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* then there was de Councillor interview...i chose welfare instead of Dicipline... but how can i mentor ppl when i need mentoring!?!?! urgh.. oh well. i should be focused on helping others since i'm a hopeless case... it seems soo much easier not bothering bout yourself and helping other then trying to help you... i wiah i had a good way of expressing myself... this is soo irritating... gona go sleep without dinner... just hoping my plan works.

~.../ ?why? \...~

2005-10-17T18:38:00.000-07:00

i'm love sick, and yet i dare not let it out.
help me, please.
i'm falling
into an endless pit of saddness.

only seeing your face
makes my day brighter,
but meeting you in
those rare, precious moments
can save me
from the bottom of the deepest pit...

you are the the only one for me.
to others,
you're nothing,
but in my eyes,
you're the one.

i wish i could just let my feelings all out,
but yet i cant.
fearing of what others will think of me.
loving you isnt natural,

the true and only one for me
is somewhere else,
but giving you up is
giving up as much as my whole life.
yet, if that is what it takes to be with you,
then it is clear.

let us depart from this world,
together forever.

~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ the exams are over \...~

2005-10-14T15:03:00.000-07:00

yes! fridae rox yet sux! rox bcuz it ws de final dae of exams! sux bcuz it was the last time we wld c de sec 4s... :P oh well. life has its ups and downs... jia you, sec 4s! ur final leap is here!!! (well, almost final) yeap, fridae had orals. super scary, haha. it's all bcuz uv de waiting fr de time to go 2 de examiner... oh yeah, watched skeleton key on thurs with Trisha. i kinda slept through the good parts, haha. it also freaked me out bcuz the old lady just kept poppin outta corners when there's de scary music. it's like, *walk walk walk with scary music playin then EEEEK!!! old lady: 'did you get the box of seeds from the attic? what took u so long?'* then all de ppls in de cinima was lyk, WA LAO!! haha. one lady kept screemin. x.X... yupp, back to fridae, after orals, i kinda looked like a retard cause i was smiling and shaking, haha. it shook me up... then went to locker to ged my lock back (wont be usin de locker anymore). saw Pearlyn outside her class with her frens. we chatted then after a while, her frens left, then chatted somemore, then she kept inviting me to City Harvest Church... i dun really wanna go, even if the bigginess of de church is tempting... yeah, then went down to first level where her class's orals were held. chatted more. then went upstairs to look for seniors. saw Joel Loke (sec 4), gave him wad i needed to give him, then he insisted on a picture... bad day, Joel. actually, everydae's a bad dae for a picture. i cant spike my hair and i look lyk a total nutt, :P... then went home... plaed GunBound and Generals, then went back to room and plaed Xbox until late at nite, i think around 12?? haha. yeah... tt's about it... wanna go, BB
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ !EXAMMSS! \...~

2005-10-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

WAAA! Just finished science today, SOO HARD! gona fail, fail and FAIL!. :P bah. FINALLY CAN USE MY TACTICS AGAIN!! WOOO! haha, after exams the old TV is going into my room, I'M SOO LUCKY!!!! :D:D provided i did good in exams la...haha... gona ged creative ZEN. rocks. my MP3 is busted again, bleah, so am re-stuck with the 64MB one... well, gona go use mai tactics again.
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ !so shiok! \...~

2005-09-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

haha, todaee there was Worship Practice for up-comin Sundayy. super nice! ;) althou i'm dead tired, it still rocked! the only problem was that i only was very faliliar with 2/5 of the songs, dangit. but still, we sang the afternoon away! haha, Samuel Lim was the worship leader, Alcinda and i were the back-up (could hardly hear us on the sound syst but we only had one mic between us!!!) Caleb and the ever-so-late Luke were the guitarists, Yelin (with Normann by her side) was pianist and Karen was, erm, just standing there? haha. oh yeah, and Ivan was the Drummer. he was quite good, but he was like, half asleep, haha. i actually studied History today!!! YEAH! ;) heh, then also, todae was the dae that the top 8 (Noel and i were 2nd) Xbox team players were supposed to ged their prizes, but it's postponed, haha. Monday!!!! ah! the suspense!!! ^^. oh well, gona go sleep.
~.../anzin74\...~
/Dead Tired\

~.../ !AH! \...~

2005-09-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

exams comin up!!!! too.friggin.stressed! no, not by the studying, but from the disability to PRACTICE MY TACTICS! it's the only way i de-stress! and now the comp is locked up tight! i cant even guess the stupid password. aiyeah, nevermind. THIS SUNDAY. SEC1S DOING WORSHIP. ONCE IN 4 MONTHS. COME!!!! hehe, YES!!! COME! COME COME!!!heh, am actually askin others 2 come mai church, x). I CAN SELF TEACH MAISELF TO PLAE DRUMMMMSSSSS!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! haha, to many capital letters, but i dun care! i'm happy and, no, not gay, JOYYFULL!!! :) :) haha, tomoro having worship prac to make sure we know all the songs. just hope samuel lim chooses songs which i can sing, or i'll just sound squeaky, :P. MY JOYYFULNESS HAS JUST BEEN RE-, erm, joyyified? haha, ok, must calm down. *ahem* ok, tomoro gotta maths test, which is crap cause i know only 3 answers, darn, any Mr Lim caught me sleepin in class! ah!!! darnit! i neeeded to sleeeeeep! then that Kester poked- ok, more like SCRATCHED- me HARD on my side to wake me up. why do i go through all this torture during maths class!?!?! ah!!! then by the end of the day my body (torso up but head down) feeeeelsssss sooooooo painful. Aaron is like, 'why not retaliate larr?' hello! i'm not that evil y'know. if i were to retaliate, he would hardly be able to walk, he's only a boy about 1/2 a head shorter than me y'know. besides, if i were to poke back, he would just retaliate until he wins. see? there's when my strategist skills come in, haha. ok, needa go, bleah. heyy, leave me a tagg yeah?
~.../anzin74\...~

~.../ it's over \...~

2005-09-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

forgeddit, Ting, it's over. i'm somehow very sad to say, but it's over. i cant find it in me anymore. tru, it's only in oneday, but i've done some thinking. i'm sorry, you'll find your person, but it's not me. i just wish i had found out sooner, i'm not good enough for you. (To the other 'T', i'm not sure, but i mite sms you bout it, or i'll sms sherlynn to sms to you. i'll let y'noe, ;-] ) great, now i have to look for my mentor again. confused feelings. life is wierd. but exactly how many ppl has 3 'like-likes'?? i'll never find the perfect person. aiyeah.
~.../ anzin74 \...~

~.../ now i understand \...~

2005-09-25T15:45:00.000-07:00

ok, sorri bout the last post, Ting, didnt read properly. hei, look, it's kinda true. cuz mai first (still cant believe i have 2, :-s) lyked me first, so i started liking her, but there was no crush. so, it's lyk, i dun acctually LIKE her like i like you, erm, tt was confusing, but you'll figure it out. ok, now into the future; today. i JUST found out frm Sherlyn tt andother person lyks me!!!! O.o o.O 3 PPL!!!! AH!!!!! seriously, i dun think why someone can lyk me! (except,of course,YOU,Ting.;-D) what makes me sooo, erm, lykable??? nah, not the word. oh well. i had 3, then the 1st gone, DUH, and now i have 2. Ting and Trish. wow... wait, NO!!!!! now i'm a 3-timer! wait, is tt a good thing? or isit bad? gimme a tagg on if it's good or bad! so far, only 2 pplz came. darn. oh well. still looking for a blog skin. bye.
~.../ anzin74 \...~

~.../ EX-GF \...~

2005-09-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

YES, TING, I NOE YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT ME! SHEEESH! i took it away alreadi! if u dun wana b with me, FINE! JUST TELL ME! (but yet, i could be mistaken by that @#&$% post on yer blog! oh yeah, those were just random charachters, NOT bad words. stopped saying them alreadi.) *sigh* i live a confused life. one thing must post, DREAMS (as in, when you are sleeping dreams.) CAN TELL YOU SOMETHING. one of my dreams told me something, and somewhat took 'its' advice, heh, kinda worked. about a month after had a DIFFERENT dream. but it was sort of the results of me taking the dreams advice. may seem stupid, lame, whatever, but it sorta works. aiyeah, cant plae games no more, must MUGGGG!!!! ah. cant stand it. my poor tactics, wasted on studying. aiyeah. song in my head now?? FREE by Hillsong. and, it's the [UP] version. (Unified Praise). quite nice, the new one. due to all the stress, i cant do it alone, so i shall, and always will, turn to Jesus Christ. He is my Rock of Salvation, my strength and my Shield. so, anyone who wantsta insult me, call me names, curse me, whatever, you will answer to the LIVING GOD. *end of post*
~../anzin74\..~

~.../ roawr \...~

2005-09-13T19:23:00.000-07:00

BOO! fear me for i am a Ryan who wears glasses now because of long-sighted-ness! bleah, so distorty-ish... i dun look lyk myself with glasses, heh... looks, erm, nerdy? ha... gona have to go repair my glasses, cuz the lens gona come out... i got the type which has no bottom part of the frame, or, that's wd it looks lyk... bah, just finished my LIT project on te clay marble... asked Joel Loke to help cuz we're one person short, but he wont help us cuz he has prelims... bleah, then wasnt able to find ayone to replace, and my sis was at her Lasselle Music School, so she couldnt help. but we did it thou, and the chilli acctually looked lyk blood in the camera shot! wow! heh, but we wasted about one whole bottle trying to make the chilli 'blood'-ish... FINALLY FINISHED THE STORY I WAS WRITING ON! but is was rather short, my other story's better, longer and better tactics, but it's just too much to finish by the end of this year, and i'm running outa pages to finish the story... have TWO songs in my head now, What the world will never take by hillsong, and HiHi by PUFFY AMIYUMI!!!! YAY!!!! heh, rather hard to memorise the lyrics... ok, done with this post, BYEEEEE

mailto:~/@ňڃĨl/l74/~ ..

~../ it's over \..~

2005-08-20T20:08:00.000-07:00

FOP is over, but i gained something then, I RECIEVED JESUS INTO MY LIFE! i fel sorry about those who dont have Him in their life... and a CD my mom help me buy (Hillsong + Delirious, Unified Praise [UP]) had a good verse in it, and the lead singer guy of Delirious said 'in Psalm 24 it says, "He who has clean hands, and a pure heart"...' u find you urself by checking it out in the Bible, heh. and that verse sorta made me stop saying vulgarities. not completely, but almost there... YAY! can oso now plae MapleSEA, duno y i wana, but i am... 3 characters, a MAGE, lvl 8, a WARRIOR, lvl 11, and a THIEF, lvl 10. i duno y i bother with 3 characters... -.-'... STALEY PLAES! and he's wd, a sec3? oh well. found out my EX-gf is intrested in a new guy. makes me angry... oh well, looks lyk i needa consult my Mentor again... aiyeah, soo sian, exams a few weeks away. not bothering to study... is a bad attitude, but i cant help it. had PT yesterday, SOOOOOO TIRINGGGGG... had starjumps, ow, had to run around the school, ow ow, had '30Seconds', ow ow ow, and then had this 'squatt' thing... -.-'. now got FMSS socks, EW!!! not boy-ish, but it REALLY is lyk that... i mean, it's not lyk the public will go around looking at people's socks, y'noe? 'oh, HI! you're upper sec, rite? lemme check your socks since the school doesnt...' <-- that is just WRONG. hm, just had a HALO tournie this week, Tuesdae and Thursdae. ME AND NOEL GOT 2ND PLACE!!!! AHHHH!! wasnt anticipated, i thought we would have gotten kicked out in the first few rounds... but no, WE GOT 2ND! WOOOO! as usual, Ching Sheng got first... but it's unfair lah, Ching Sheng and Jonathan, it's lyk, EVIL! but i shan't brag about it. i'll become a lennard, a road i'm VERY sure that i DON'T wana go down. still looking for a new blogskin, i cant find 'meant to live', so i'm trying something else... you MUST check out Emkay's blog, THE BACKGROUND IS SOO INGENIOUS! it's him lor... very nice. haha, back to HALO again, I IMPROVED MY SNIPING!!! WOOO! it's sorta lyk, *person respawns, under a few minutes, BANG!* tyco swipe-snipe. bleah. lost to Chingy, 50-37. i feel soo bad cuz i kept dying and Noel was doing all the work, I'M SORI! but he's good at swords... shall go and maybe plae Maple now.
~/History Maker\~

~...!festival Of Praises!...~

2005-08-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

Free...

Would you believe me if i said...
That we are the ones who can make the change in the world today....
Would you believe me if i said that all of the dreams in your heart can come true.....today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be ...today...

Chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need
You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
'cause Your all that i believe and the one that created me
Jesus.... because of You
i'm Free

Would you belive me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today..
would you believe me if i said....
that you don't need to wait for the answer before...
you step out in faith
would you believe me if i said...
that nothin is ever impossible.. for God

Chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need
You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
'cause Your all that i believe and the one that created me
Jesus.... because of You
i'm Free

Just live you life with God inside...
you won'r regret
one moment of it and give all that you can for God.
for God

Chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need
You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
'cause Your all that i believe and the one that created me
Jesus.... because of You

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need
You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
'cause Your all that i believe and the one that created me
Jesus.... because of You
i'm Free
i'm Free
i'm Free
__________________________________________________________________

heh, the song which is buzzing around in moi head now, other than 'King of Majesty', heh, yeah, i thought maybe i should put the lyrics on me blog since... FESTIVAL OF PRAISES IS COMING!! WOOOO!! HILLSONG WILL BE THERE!!! i am SOOOOO friggin excited! it's on Fridae, Saturdae and Sundae!!!!!!!!! WOOO! and the whole of next week i have no French!!! YAY! who wants to come!? its @ indoor stadium! YAY!!!!!!... i gotta go, bleah, got work to do, bye!

~... ... ...~

2005-07-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

no title, bleah, finaly got tagie code up, yay! hm... nothing much to blog bout... these few days was really testing my patience... with benji being a piss off and other pplz calling me CB, gotta control... it's just not worth the effort... until you cant take it anymore... tell you pplz something, dont retaliate if it's not worth it, it'll just gt you into a fite, which will lead to more trouble. no matter how hard it is, just keep it cool, if you have your mp3 in your ear, TURN IT UP! dont listen to the person who is pissing you off, change the song to a nice and slow one, or a christian song, metal and heavy rock will make you even more pissed... yeah, up to now no one still knows me like Joel does, too bad he's in ACS... bleah, could use his company... btw, i'm talking about Joel Tieh... i'm an usher in the 30th july thingy, DO I LOOK LIKE AN USHER TO YOU?! i'd be better off being a toilet flusher... *laamme... nv posted tt this year sec1 batch i TOO DAM CHILDISH!!! hee hee, tryin to live out the primary sch dae, huh? hee hee, but i can see that some have matured from last year's holidaes... bah, WHY DO PEOPLE THINK I'M SEC 2?! do i look like a sec 2? i dont think so! ack!... sometimes, i duno why i bother, but i vent my anger out on halo2... i just.keep.playing. i cant help it. why not halo 1? where there is more challenge... ack, my ex-gf still likes me... did i post on that already? ah heck, i dont care, SHE STILL LIKES ME! GAHHHH! all that blardy suffering! need a councillor... ah heck... i needa run, somehow, i feel like running... i have the urge, but i'm not doing it... HELPPPP! RYAN,RUN!!!!... bleah... siyeah, soo boliao... http://spartandeman.blogspot.com , hahaha, bo liao... exercising my singing now... hee. you will be surprised that i can sing like joel huston(low pitched, just listen to 'All Day' by hillsongs) or like sophie elis baxtor or above that pitch... hehe, i think it's my american accent which makes it seem like i can sing, DONT BE FOOLED! I CANT SING! hee hee, feel like joining the worship team... but now no point lah... bleah, im bored...

Hitman Tan

...~/yup, back again\~...

2005-07-05T21:53:00.000-07:00

sheet arh, today got punished by Mr Lim... lao eh, sit on the parade square, and all our asses were being fried... bleah... good thing i had a file! wahaha... today supposed to go for CLB trying-out lessons, but didnt bother... chatted wif Joel Lee, a BB officer and he is in MY CHURCH! argh! can't stand it!!! heh heh, GMC ROCKS! go us! wooo!... rite, then also chatted wif Marshall, nice name, ya? haha... then got Joel Tan Hon Rong's number! go me! i have acctually got 5 upper-sec pplz numbers in mai fone! wooo! under 1 semester! yay! ^_^... was finally able to cry yesterday, so i guess i was able to let it out a bit... dam stress, had to TRY and cry, wah lao... o_O... hm... yupp, i saw 2 special pplz todae... and ppl still think i like Sarah Lee!!! x.X dam out-dated alreadi lehhs! *tsk tsk*, i expected more from you all... -.*... hm... finally got Knights Of The Old Republic 2!!!! WOOOO! GO KOTOR! heh heh... hm... not much to blog about... considering the fact where Tow Wei and Clement still think they are 'pro', yeah rite, even a noob like me can beat them, HA!... Tow Wei s a bit better, no soo proud... haha... too... much... typo! argh! i needa get a taggie code... duno how... x.X... got CSM's blog... hm, will link it for you BB guys who read mai blog... yea, and stanley's still the same, a stanley... ooo, and Nigel (Jansen Nigel James, not Nigel wong... -.-') still has a fun accent... am learning from him! yay! go nigel!... bleah, wrote wnuff, bye...

Anzin74

...~/oh shiet\~...

2005-07-02T20:05:00.000-07:00

great... Matthew fractured his hip during the one of the heats for sports day, and ON sports day, a girl almost faints, a girl falls on the first race, Jeffery vomits, and in almost half of all the races someone has to feel sick or has a little problem... what a day... well, Matthew was discharged today, just hopes he isn't foolish as to run about and do strainious things... *sigh*, im soo sad these days... i keep feeling like crying, but i just keep on keeping it within myself... i know it's not good, but somehow, it's just the way i am... argh, i really hate this shit... blardy hacker tryinna steal my comp stuff... assholes... i can't stand it... *sigh*, no heart to kick butt anymore... lost my touch... my attitude sucks now... whatever you say, it's either i care or i dont, which normally is dont... still waiting for the special persons to approach me... i cant believe just a few people can cause so much sadness... i dont care anymore...

~../ oh crahp \...~

2005-06-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

opps, nv blog 4 ages again, x.X, sori pplz! (acctuali dout tt any1 reads this thing...) heh heh, met new fren during this long period, Joel Loke Liang En, no, not te sec 1 Joel Loke, i alreadi noe him, tis new fren is sec 4 and is mai BB CSM !!!*(Company Sergeant Major)*, pro rite? te CSM thingy? heh heh, yea, as you can see... or read... im starting to make frens wiv upper sec pplz... made frens wiv a sec 4 guy in mai church called 'Jay', i alwaysed liked tt name, heh heh, Jay Jay the jet plane, x.X, no, tt is NOT the readson tt i like that name, it just sounds kool... hm... also made frens wiv Stanley Seah, sec 3, made frens wif a gal in poly, i think, she is Su Yee, note ther iz no 'E' in "Su"... made 1 sec 1 gal fren, she is laura, i think, she in mai other church... -.-'... so is su... hm.. and i made frens wiv... wiv... ah heck, can't think of anymore... yep... these few weeks quite boring, to be frank, homework... homework... more homework... oh yea, xbox, xbox, xbox, birfdae, xbox... comp, comp, comp, msn, msn, msn... tons of other boring stuff @ home (NOT refering to the repeated words...) mai MP3 has a weird prob wiv it, dunno y keep turning off, skipping traks (NOT put in shuffle mode...), fast-forwarding... bleah, so now i am stuck wiv an MP3 wif onli 64MB which mai dad won in lucky draw... frm 512MB to 64MB, ah heck, shldnt b complaining, @ least i HAVE an MP3... saving up for IPOD mini, those things RWAK! haha, gtg sleep now, not tired but gotta try, losing sleep, bye...

Hitman Tan

~...opps, nv blog 4 ages...~

2005-04-08T01:20:00.000-07:00

:P, sry much, gona change mai blogskin soon... bleah, i duno when tt will b thou... -.-'... hahaz, so, 2dae, vry boring during science prac... hahax, so sarah n i started 'Mr Firhad's MSN Chatroom', basically, it was a foolscap paper, then we passed each other msges, which was a biet silly, cuz we were just stitting beside each other... X-D, so, we were chatting away, then Je yun wanted to join... -.-'... so we let her join, it was fun lah, until the bell rang... we continued the CHATROOM durin music... hahax, then i told them i had a crush on this girl in the MOELC French, Beatriz... hahax, then tt samuel tan soo extra, read it... lao ehz, if he tells the whole wide world, HIT! 1, 2, DEAD! bleah, im getting old at assulting... father of assulting, lol... rusty rusty rusty... >.<... even cant beat noob... but, hei, i still hvnt lost mai touch for HALO, so DONT THINK ABOUT USING TT TO UR ADVANTAGE< COVIE BAS3RDS!... hahaz, so, we had PE nxt, i found a rubber band, thought it could giv me luck, so i kept it... hahax, it gave me luck in a different wae, it gave me too much str... :P, but @ least it still workz... im still wearin it now... haha, then hd recess... boring boring boring... then had art, even boring-er!.. then had music, continued watching west side story, it's a nice show, nt tt nice, cuz it's frm the 'old daes', 80 lah, i tink... :P, then went over to P.S, met 2 of my old teachers, haha, spent about 15 mins talkin to them, siong was wif me, haha, the talking felt enjoyable, it felt lyk it too 30 mins each... X.X, if i did, i'd b l8 4 BB...har har har har... after talkin to te teachers, went bk 2 sch 4 BB! yayayayayaay! but dam pai seh dae... x.X the first part okayz... mayb tell u while i typin out the 'time table' 0f the cca 2dae... so we had bible study, which was changed into the Captain's breifing, cuz the sec1s missed out on it... after tt, we had life skills lessons... quite fun, and it ws mazing cuz Mr Tiong was taking us... X-D, then we had 'games', or Taboo and a little game to test our trust between our sqd.... we were blind folded, i cheated, i hd a little space which i could look trugh @ the bottom on the blindfold... HA! then we had a jog, then went back to audi, then falled out, PAI SEH! i didnt noe tt we didnt hv to salute @ the end lor... -.-'... bah... gtg, DAM sleepy, byez

~ DONATE!!! ~

2005-03-06T17:00:00.000-08:00

c'm guys, DONATE TO THE BB FUND! all recruits hv 2 reach a goal uv $180! the seniors hv it worse! $200 up! :-O ! nvm, BB fridae ws gd, we gt gd news frm delta squad, WE FINISHED ALL OUR DRILL MOVES!!! GO US!!!! haHA! AND, WE WON THE SHERADES COMPETITION!!! YAYAYZ! AND, again, I FINALLY HV TRAINEd ON CS:CZ!!! YAY! i trained on assulting and sniping, the prob about me sniping iz tt i gt very tense... :P, but 4 assulting, GO ME!!!! hahahahahaha, ritie... i 4got to blog bout tis, the first lesson @ bishan Language Center was fun, i take french tere, u shld noe... rite, okay, it ws great, although i think i actually kept writing down almost EVERYTHING the teacher writes on the board... so i wsnt really listening much, until the later part of the day... hahahhaha, still fun thou... man, i nv thought i cld type soo fast... haha... i still suck in typing... hahahaha, gtg, bye!

~spartan117~

~BB 2dae rox, as always...~

2005-02-25T22:10:00.000-08:00

yep, BB still rox, tis time during drillin, we started on marchin... :D, n the rest are still on lyk, wd, turning? ':-/, tey abiet slow, X.x, haha... tmw hv 2 go sch again 4 bb parad, then go hike... 7.15 leh! SOOO xian! >.<, aiyea, i tink im gona die vry soon cuz uv tt... :-l, ah wd te hell, i can hold out 1! WoOoOoOoOoOoT! ':-/... ritie, okayz... ten durin 'squad interaction', Tian Hang (my squad's squad leader...) came up 2 us and bloody told us 2 bring sum stuffz 4 tmw's COOKING competition... wd up wiv tt man? y nt hv a LAN gaming competition? haha, i wish man! but hey, me & T.H will b the best 'gaming' pair, he'll assult, i'll 3-burst shot... hahaha, beware the M4A1 team!!! ah hahahahahahahahaha! ... rite... kk... well, Melissa keeps askin me 'hv u gt a new GF?' ...-.-' , i wish i hd... feel bored, and lonely, and empty... ':/ aiyea, lyk a councillor said, 'sec 1 steady funy anot?' haha, guess he ws rite lah... gtg, bye

~spartan117~

~french?VERYHARD!~

2005-02-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

man, french was hard.. -.-' u must b lyk, 'how can french b hard?!?!' lemme tell u, u gotta speak thru ur THROAT! ritoh... okayz, so i hd FRENCH hw yesterdae... CAN DIE AH!!! SOO HARD!!!! hvnt even started can die ah, looks soo wierd... fine, wdv, okayz... feel lyk plaein CS:CZ, but im usin old comp now, it cant support the video details... this com is lyk, wd, 4 yrs old?...-.-' and my sis usin other 1... bah, mayb i go plae crimson skies... X.x... i saw chingy plae 'fifa 2005' on hiz xbox... i didnt noe whether it ws a fun game or nt... i dun really lyk soccer... nt the typical 'sportish' boy... jus a comp gamer, and any1 who wants to go against the best, here i am... HA! wdv, i even almost suck @ comp games...wdv, ok, so, if ANY1 noe the 'fifa 2005' game thing and owns it, PLEASE tell me wheter it's a nice game or nt... i wana try out new games now and then.. mayb try HL:2 .. pplz sayz it's 'dizzyfying'.. ritie.. ah hell, gona go work on my halo 2 skillz.. im concentrating on my sniping and stealthy skillz.. hah, assult, teamwork and surpression fire, im good at... sniping, so-so... bout 6 on a scale of 1-10, the others,bout 8-10... teamwork, 10-10! WoOoOoT!!! haha, u must be thinking, 'fReAk!!!'... tt's me, te FPS game freak! go me! haha, nite! mayb i blog l8er!

~...oh,whoopiee...~

2005-02-19T15:53:00.000-08:00

tis sux, i gt take french juz bcuz my freakin chinese sux... y can MOE just LET me go without a second or third language?! and to make it worse, THE STUPID DEFENCE GENERAL IN C&C GENERALS; ZERO:HOUR KEEPS SENDING F.A.B BOMBERS TO BY BASE! IRRITATING BI*** ! ah, nvm, i gona plae CS:CZ soon to gt me M4A1 skillz bck, hvnt plaed in almost 2 weeks! GAH!!! man, i would suck up in a firefight if i dun train soon! argh, gtg french classes >.<, i'll blog once i gt home...

~spartan117~

~argh~

2005-02-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

irritating... my dad put on this stupid lock on my comp to 'ensure that i dont get addicted to the computer'... wdv... nvm, im gona blog bout yesterdae's bb... ok... ah hem... BB was GREAT! i had LOTS of fun, especially during drill, but my group, Delta group (Delta 1 and 2), amost made a fool of themselves...mayb a bette word, OURselves... we were sitting down after practicing a few drill rounds, as we were quite ahead frm the other groups, and we were spotting the other groups' mistakes... all we were doin was just looking at the group in front of us, i think it was Bravo group... rite, wdv, so we were looking at them, they were doin the 'fall back' drill. so our drill instructor asked us if we wanted to 'show them how it's done', we replied, which was 'yes, instrucTOR!' so he approached Matthew C, which was was the other group's drill instuctor. matthew said 'since you are soo far ahead, show me then...' it wasnt a sarcastic reply, really, it wasnt... so we stood, got ready, then while we were doin it, we messed up! X-P i felt like dying and RE-dying again, soo pai seh! but hell lah, we still hd fun... then we had 'games', it was more lyk a lesson on how to tie different knots...-.-' then came back here... yep... c'ya...

Spartan_117

~bah, 2dae gt fever...~

2005-02-04T20:48:00.000-08:00

argh, 2dae is hd fever... somewhere around art class... after recess... supprising i managed to hold out until after sch... supposed to have the BB anniversary, but fever soo bad until i felt lyk falling every time i walked... then felt dizzy when i got up... bleah*, missed all the fun 2dae... supposed to end around 9PM, the BB thing... xiao, but noe it's fun, stupid fever... -.-'... went to c doctor, gave me a jab... arm still hurts... ow... listening to venassa carlton's 'thousand miles'... it was the song my class sang for orientation... oh yea, i remember matthew doin the silly tune to the song... haha, lol... i kinda stopped doin the annoying 'hi, im dory and i never acctually eaten a fish' thing... :P, i was annoying... but funny 2... bleah, noticed i sing well lyk a girl... HAO LIAN ALERT!!! haha, my mom wants me to sing lyk a boy, but i sound better singing lyk a girl... lyk singing 'a thousand miles'... ':/... oh no, i tink i missed some important maneuvers for drilling... ARGH!!!! if i mess up, i'll blame it on _________ , so there! gtg, feeling tired, byez

~spartan117

~...first dae uv BB...~

2005-01-28T22:34:00.000-08:00

BB 2dae was fun, though we had to do A drill... my legs hurt, but still, it was fun... ish... ow... neways, we oso had combined devotion, the GB and BB come together to worship God, IT WAS SOOOOOOO SHIOK! wah, i acctually sang!:D:D:D:D:D:D... the lead guitarist rocks, he s SOOO good at the elect guitar, me made it sound so... so... rock concert-ish... the rest were good 2... bah, wanted to see my old teachers 2day, but didnt, incase the stoopid guard chase me out again... i havent seen Madam Koh in a long time lor... i 'miss' her lor... and Ms Tai... and the rest lah, basically... :P... OH YEA, BB ended at about 6.40PM lyk tt... soo late, i noe, but fun! :) gona go play CS:CZ... byeeeeeeee

Master Chief

~!YESH!~

2005-01-17T20:07:00.000-08:00

YEA!! WOO HOO!!! I MADE IT INTO BB!!!! OLAY, OLAY KA CHAM PU TEI!!! ok, i tink u gt the point... ok, so, im gona postn bout the last week of orientation... so, we had talentime tt day,
Matthew wasnt there, which was bad, it hit me again n i had no 1 to talk to... :P... he had food poisoning, then fever.... poor him... so, we practised our cheers, class didnt really cooperate, but it still worked out... i tink i still remember the cheer, just SMSed Matthew, ok, here it goes... 'everybody say we rock! 1C! 1C! everybody say we roll! 1C! 1C! eveybody say we own! 1C! 1C! (then originally Matthew says,: STORE POWER!!!) OOOOOOOHHHHHHHH....HHHHH!!!! (then cherie and the cheerleaders say: I SAY 1C YOU SAY YO!) 1C YO! 1C YO!! (I SAY 1C YOU SAY ROCKS!) 1C ROCKS! 1C ROCKS! (I SAY 1C YOU SAY ZAI!) 1C ZAI! 1C ZAI! GOOOOOOOOOO 1C!!!!! (THEN WE SCREAM, IF WE CAN TT IS...)' it was fun, i loved it... ok... so, yep... then we rehersed our talentime presentation.. i tink we sucked up... but, hei, stage fright, na? hehe, bye!!!!!!

Master Chief

~...depression sux...~

2005-01-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

hieee,well, 2dae depression hit me again.... :P, didnt dare to tell Matt this time, cuz i dont wan 2 trouble him, but he seems to have kinda knew... suprising much... so, gain, almost cried IN THE HALL, was sitting by meself quietly, but Matt came again, and asked if i was OK, i asked him "hv u ever gotten tt feelin of ur old probs where sum1 helped u in hit u again?" he said "yea, but just deal wivit, and try to forget it" ok... tt ws helpfull, really, it was, but i couldnt 4get it, bleah* so, neways, tried to cheer up, worked, then continued writing in my 'book' it's a story book thing, i write in it when i have 'inspiration' or im bored... then the councillors all kept askin '' wad's tt?" along wif every1 else... damn... ok,so i told them, then continued... after, ehm... the recess bell, i tink, i was all moody again, and bcuz of the the reason, y'noe, i dun hv to tell u, :P... got over it, wif LOTZ of dificulty,how i got over it? my sleepyness in the art club auditon, almost slept, :P... then FINALLY woke up frm my drozyness ness feelin, haha, then continued the day lyk usual... thx siong and bryan for ur concern, and, once again, thx Matthew...wah, lyk givin an award winning speech lehz... hehgtg sleep, nitie nite!!!

M.C™

~..one person can make a difference..~

2005-01-05T10:31:00.000-08:00

2dae was ok for the 3rd dae of orientation(oh yea, first dae wuz great, and the whole week's on orientation!:D) still felt depressed bout the GF BF break up tingy, so,somewhere about 1/2 to 3/4 of the dae i was lyk, moody n stuffz and 'lean against the wall...-ish...' then my class's ONLI male councillor came to ask me wd ws happening , y i was all moody n stuffz and 'lean against the wall...-ish...' (btw, his name is Matthew Chay Ziyan, tere r 4 councillor all 2gether, :P) so, didnt want to tell him anything, then he brought me down to get a bite( cuz i oso told him i felt soo hungry to the extent of me feelin sick, :P, im wierd, HAHAHAHA) then i told him everything, while the rest were upstairs...-oh shit, 4got to tell u, the class was auditioning for the chior, bleah*-... ok, so we talked, ate, then these upper Sec boys came and wanted to discuss sumthin wif Matthew, and they told me to 'Join the BB!!!' , im now considering it, hahahaha... once they finished talkin, we went back upstairs and i felt WAYYYYYYYY damn better... THX MATTHEW 4 UR HELP!!!!

M.C ™

Master Chief

~!HAPPY NEW YEAR!~

2005-01-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

too l8 for tt... lyk, wd, 2hrs... heh... well...hi, my GF and i broke up... yea... im sad n confused...but she said she had to let go of me, or else it would be selfish, cuz she's goin a girl's school, and if she held on to me, it's would b unfair to other girls... ritie, lyk any other girl wld lyk me... i just feel down... nite...

M.C...

~...!monday was great!...~

2004-12-25T00:30:00.000-08:00

man, monday ws great, i went to desiree's challtte, sry, nt sure on how to spell it... bleah*... so, neways, played bowling, it was fun! i sucked, but Joel kept tellin me tt i was good...i kept deniying, but he kept sayin it, so... thx for the encouragement! then went to the arcade wif Pei Wen, oh yea, u MUST c PW bowl, SHE ROCKS!....again, we went to the arcade, played here,played there, then went back to desiree's place... played checkers wif PW, Joel and desiree were upstairs talkin, and jarrod and kyle were laughing at some chinese guy on tv wif secs... rite... then they went to where PW and i were playing, and started us laughing!we laughed soo dam hard i had a stitch... bleah*...then desiree's dad brought us, Joel, PW, kyle, jarrod and me, home... i kept blinding joel and the others wif my camera's flash, U SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIER FACES!!! HAHAHA!!!!!oh yea,that time, my dad was supposed to pick me up at joel's... SO, desiree's dad brought me and joel back, and we went up to his place... waited... talked, in the end, I GOT TO STAY OVER AT JOEL'S PLACE!!! WOW!!! it's amazing cuz no1 has ever stayed over at his place... lucky me...so, we talked, called desiree, talked somemore, and went to bed. he slept first, then i slept... ws fun, thou we onli talked, it ws still fun... ah... i wish tt day wld nv hd ended...oh yea, i made it to FMSS, yep, but i wanna try and appeal for ACS(I)... and, KEEF TALKED TO ME!!!! it was amazin, cuz i thought he was still angry at me for sumthing tt happened... bleah*... lotz of stuff happened which ws good... haha!gtg sleep, nitie!

M.C

~...!just came back frm Hong Kong!...~

2004-12-16T22:59:00.000-08:00

HIEE!!!!
well, im back! HK ws great, except (almost) all the ppl there were rude... one actually pushed me into the MRT's closing door, but good 'ol dad pulled me out, while the stupid security guard was just standing there... bleah... so, neways, a few days after shopping wif william's family,(yesh, i noe, Y THE HELL IS HE IN THE PICTURE?!, but my answer is this, HE LIVES IN HK, IT'S HIS HOME COUNTRY) went to swim in the hotel's HEATED swimming pool, cool eh? after swimming thou, he use my hotel room phone to call cherie, AND INCREASING THE PHONE BILL TO $500 HK DOLLARS!!! he didnt even tell me he used it!... so, bought Joel Tieh a wallet to repay him for bringing me to the movies wif his family, nice guy, tt Joel (tt is y he is my closet fren, althought i allways say he is one of my best frens...)... then when we hd dinner, william's partents suggested places to eat, good food there... when we came back, played XBOX, hehe, missed HALO soo much... :) so, then went to bed... im pooped, gd nite!

Master Chief
(p.s. THX TY FOR REMINDING ME TO BLOG!! LUV YA LOTZ!!!)

~...!the holidays are here!...~

2004-12-01T00:39:00.000-08:00

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!well, it was alreadi here a few weeks ago... :P... anyways, i REALLY wanna thank Joel Tieh and his parents allowing me to join in on goin to the movies... it was fun, gotta repay him, if i get the chance... so, anyways, i just bought 2 games, altogether costs bout $110, :P, counter strike:condition zero and starwars:battlefront ... ooo, and my GF got her phone back!!!! YAY!!!! she traded it for her gd results, 262!!!! but she couldnt get her msn back... she needed to get 270... damit, so high... so, tmw am goin to abigail's place, gonna bring my xbox, again... Ching Sheng is goin 2, or, i hope he will, cuz i nned a gd HALO player to go up to, not tt im saying im gd at the game, but, it's that, i needa train WITH him, and so tt he will giv me pointers on how to BE a gd player...rite, about today, i spent almost the whole day playing CS and SW... but mostly SW... :P... then i came here, to post about a really fun day playing video games...:P... oh yeah, there was the perfect's day camp on friday last week, it was fun, and, Joel Tieh helped me get into a certain group tt i wanted to b in... THANKS ALOT JOEL!!! i owe u! k, in my group, there was Jia Yang, suprise suprise, Tun Ren, not really sure who he ws but hell... and there was these 3 other girls, i 4got thier names :P...played the amazing race, or what we thought ws th amazing race, but it turned out to be the warm up for the amazing race... we were all tired, but we still went on anyways...after the whole thing, we wer given a hat, the front part where it stuck out was onli flimsy carboard:P... and a ribena doll, i felt silly with the dollthingy, so i returned it, haha... then, went home... it's l8, so, gd nite!

~...!im back!...~

2004-11-21T01:22:00.000-08:00

hi!!! just finished lookin at yelin's blog's old posts, then i saw 1 on the charity sale, i forgot to blog on tt 1..., sry!... i just got a msg frm my GF... dun wori, i'll go on to the charity sale thingy l8er... so, my GF's mom wants to take revenge on my GF, for wd, u may ask? FOR GOIN TO SUNDAY SCHOOL!!!! TT IS SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR!!!wd's rong wif goin to sunday sch?!WAH LAO!!! doesnt mean tt her mom is a buddhist doesnt mean she can take away her child's religeon!! so damn bloody f***ing selfish!!!wd type of mother is this?!so, for revenge, she takes away her handphone and takes away her e-mail... the last message she sent me could hv been her last she would send to me... i almost cried u noe!!! biang eh... k... back to the charity sale thingy... on the second day of charity sale, i stayed back to help, i vry extra, but i dun care, hehe...took Pri 5F,the class didnt turn out wht i tot i would hv been... but, still, i saw my P5 fren, Jia Yang... him and a certain some1 get along vry well... haha... so, neways, ''taught'' him hoiw to decorate the pencils... wif ALOT of help frm yelin... then ralene told me tt she hd met a boy the day b4, frm olson and acted lyk shervin, 'cute'... i ws lyk, "who the hell is he?", then she went to check his name out... she came bak wif the answer"his name is...Jia Yang"... i was thinking... WHAT THE HELL!!??HIM,CUTE?? wah, i thought ralene lyked him... but when we brought him to the Sec Sch pupils to learn how tpo make frenship bracelets, he REALLY acted cute... i was shivering lor... -_-'' then ralene was lyk " SEE?? I TOLD U LOR"... ok... ritie...the rest of the day i spent walkin around, movin here and there, teasing Jia Yang and the certain some1, then continued to rite my book...i didnt do much... haha, ws not tt usefull, but, hell, it ws fun to teach them..., shit, gtg, cya!

spartan117

~this is it~

2004-11-19T19:45:00.000-08:00

this is it...the final day 2gether as Pri 6... to b honest, im gona mis al of u, including Melissa...wel,bout the dae,the WHOLE school, for the vary first time, assembled 2gether, i was thinkin, . ws rather cramped thou... haha, neways, ws takin care of 2005 6D, SOOOOO MUCH beter than 2004 6D, man,they nv say 'shuddup' or stuff lyks tt... so, met up wif GF,was shy thou, in case ur reading this, GF, IM MADLY IN LOVE WIF U!!!! she ws shy 2, she was lyk, tryin 2 run away and stuffz...i just stood there... and stood...and stood... and st- oh hell, u get the point...so, tried to get Jia Yang to sign in autograph book... no luck :P:P rite now, onli a hand ful hv signed... :P... anyways,helped mrs yeo wif sum clearing up of her class... Luke, Shardrach and Hakim oso helped... then mrs yeo wanted me to put sumthing in the 3rd lvl AVA rm... there was a class there... the teacher was kinda pissed off wif me walkin in and out... haha, What the heck...so, once finished, she gave us pens, little buttons, stickers, and a mini mirror, haha...i've gotta suprise for Joel Tieh, im goin to his church Sunday...he thinks im not, but i'll b there...so,rite now, im regretting for not staying back in school...honestly, im h8in myself for not stayin back...so, came bk home in an OVER CROWDED SCHOOL BUS... damit, i was lyk, squished lyk a pancake... came up here, or Home, and slept for a gd 4 hrs... felt DAM gd after tt... i dun wanna rite anymores, so,c'ya

Ryan Tan (Jia Yang, PLZ reply me e-mails)

~...) sry, wus too lazy to blog (...~

2004-11-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

hi!!!
sry, was too lazy to blog 4 the last few wks...so, neways, got HALO 2, finally!!!... but then, cuz too much suspense, i almost am bored wif it... the weapons' power are down graded, except the rocket launcher, the sniper rifle and... erm... erm... the erm... uh... nvm, so anyways, i finished almost the whole game alreadi, but Ching Sheng finished the WHOLE game alreadi... fast man... so, went to ying ying's blog, she finally posted... then, chatted wif, and still chatting wif, jarrod... talkin bout when he comes tmw... now, hv to go out to dinner... I DUN WANNA GO OUT TO DINNER!!!!!!!!!! argh... i ust wanna stay here, in my cozy little room...aiyea... so trouble some... btw, im happy, cuz frm wad i think, i think Keef forgives me... yay!!! but, dunnoe y, ppl still think i like melissa... to make it all straight, I DUN LYK MELISSA!!!!! i lyk sum 1 else... k, won't push the issue... *sigh* gonna sign out, bye

Master Chief

~...opps, again...~

2004-10-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

opps, looks like i forgot to blog yesterday... nvm, this post is for yesterday... ahem... yesterday, every1 went to school except me... hehe... cause rite now, i can barely walk due to some stunts i tried on my scooter... hehe, i was jumping away until i fell, HARD, on my knee... ow... now i can't move and the doc's said tt i better not go to school cuz it kinda infected... NEWAYS, i stayed at home... wondering wad to do... watched tv... walked around, scootered here and there (i noe, it stupid cuz i could fall again, but i didnt care... hehe)... then, at say bout, erm, 2 PM, William finally showed up at me place, cuz i invited him lar...BUT, an unexpected visit frm our school's PIE, or Partners In Education and thier childern... :P... so played xbox wif them... 2 ppl, again, up against me, i kill them 16 times, they killed me 2 times... HA!!!! this intermediate is no noob!!!! so, when they went home, william stayed here, which was bout, say, 4 pm... so, watched TV wif william, went down to c if the pplz (Jon, Shriram, Jeroldine and Evelyn(i hope i spelt it correctly) ) were there...brought 4 water genades wif us... but jon was at shrirams house, J and E didnt want to come out... so, william somehow wastedd 1 water baloon, i accidentally popped mine, and went to pop his other, which was in his pants pocket, silly... armed wif one balloon left, i scootered it outta there, william came after me, gaining in close, so i threw the other 1... haha, SPLAT!!!! direct hit, and it was a back hand throw, hehehehehehehe... when he went home, i just went straight to bed... stupid knee throbbing wif pain like xiao... banished the dam pain, like all other pains...

Master Chief

~opps~

2004-10-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

hey, looks like i 4got to post yesturday :P...neways, my mom asked me to go to school and help her in the library this morning... i REALLY didnt wanna go, but i still had to lah... so, reached school, and guess wad? William, Ryan Foo, Nick and Shawn(or Shaun) were there... then i realised, I WAS THE ONLY BLOODY PERSON WEARING THE BLOODY SCHOOL UNIFORM!!!!!!wah biang eh... but still, in the library, i got to play the computer... aiyea, at least can do something lah... then, had to help mom take bloody paper leaves off the bloody cardboard trees... then went back to the comp... played RUNESCAPE, for the VERY FIRST TIME IN LIKE, wad, 3 MONTHS!!?? then went to www.sfogs.com... it is like a ghost thingy, ah heck... but wadeva u do, dun click ion the link...well, unless u want to lah, then i hv to shut up...then went to www.haloplanet.com... played 'mjolnirmix', it is a COOL TRACK!!!! u must try it... then went to will's house... played badmington like xiao... then william and this girl called 'diana', i think, were talkin bhind my back... i ignored them, at , say, about 9pm, came back here, my home lah, then showered, ate dinner, which was MACs... then played xbox... then i came back here... this day, well, is like too excersizy... hehe'

Master Chief

~...stupid...~

2004-10-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!this is the third time i tried to do this post!!!!!!!!!! IDIOTIC COMPUTER WONT ALLOW ME TO BLOODY POST IT!!!!!!!!!!! 4get it lah, im not gonna bother bout this stupid post for today...

...hi...

2004-10-17T23:14:00.000-07:00

hi again... well, woke up... early... went to church... got to church... walked around... *snooze*... after church, brought Caleb and Luke (my church frens...) to my place, after eating lunch... played HALO... finally got some1 to play wif... then, well, played comp, then brought my doggie down to do his u noe wad... came back up, played HLAO again... i kept winning... even when they both against me, i onli died bout 2 times, but both of them died bout 8 times... hehe... im slowly getting gd... CHING SHENG, THIS NOOB IS NO LONGER A NOOB!!! BRING IT ON!!! hehe,then Luke and Caleb went home then came back here, talked to Tiffany... she is nice to chat wif... then she logged off... :P... now it boring... :P... well... nothing else to say, so... bye!!!

Master Chief

~...hianz...~

2004-10-16T19:37:00.000-07:00

...hianz... well, not really... im just upset bout the blog skin... it 2 girly... but still, chen xing kinda did a gd job... well, 2dae, woke up at bout 6.55 AM... played my xbox... again... and played comp... quite boring, but, still, it satisfied me... neways, after tt, went out to eat breakfast, then went to pick up me sis... FINALLY!!! SHE IS DISCHARGED FRM NATIONAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL!!!! quite happy... newys, came home, played xbox again, wif myself, as always, then heard shouts... my neighbour hving b'dae party... went down, end up they hving baloon fite, so got my nike water bottle, and another type of bottle for reload... and shot them like xiao... quite fun... hvn't had a balloon fite since i was, like, p4... then came back here, went to Ying Ying's blog... i kinda like the song... it nice... the webbie is... well, it on my blog paage lah... even if u dunnoe where it is, the webbie is http://slacker_monkey.blogspot.com/ ... gtg, bye... hianz...

Master Chief

~...not sure on wad to say...~

2004-10-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

well, hi again, today, i figued out that i can control my anger!!!:):) well, u c,melissa asked if i forgot the interference thing, and i did, but my msn nick said otherwise... so melissa asked again, and i told her y, my fren frm church, LOVES my sis, and since she was in NUH, he went to see her every day and got her a little teddy bear(soo sweet, rite?),but, melissa being melissa, upon hearing, or reading the part bout my sis being in NUH, she said, ' gd lor '... wah lao, that time ar, i REALLY wanted to insult her back, but thinking it will onli make it worse, i forgot bout it... i won't affect a christian family cause we got God wif us, but it might affect the person who said the bad thing, cause it's a curse... so, in the end, still hving a little anger wif me, i blocked her in my msn messenger thing, but im sure i'll unblock her name... eventually... now, bout 2day in school, after recess, we got to go to the Auditorium of FMSS...it was kinda like a theater, onli smaller... it was cool... neways, an officer talked to us bout proper teenage behaviour... it was... interesting... then we went back to school... Mdm Koh showed us a video bout rice planting... again, it was... interesting... then we went on to do our social studies...this was the slightly boring part, but still fun, cause we got to do a crossword puzzle and, frankly speaking, learn ALOT frm the tb... well, tt all i got 2day, bye..

master chief

2004-10-14T22:45:00.000-07:00

HI!!!! finally got a blog up n running... well, 2dae went to discovery center, in fact, the whole Pri 6 lvl went... i was excited, too excited... lol... neways, i was still tryina keep outta Meliss and Keef's way... but, it is THIER BGR... i mean, i sent an e-mail to Keef, and now, melissa told every1 else... AH HECK!!!! I CAN'T BLOODY STAND IT!!!!! IT'S SOO ANNOYING!!! k, calmin down... again, neways, went into the building... went into this theater thingy, lookin for a dam seat, but found none, so had to bloody sit on the steps... the show was... ok... but after the show, my legs were bloody numb... wah lao, i was like limping outta the theater thingy...so, went to this OTHER theater thingy... this 1 wa boring... ZzZ... then, the almost fun part came, we could go where ever we wanted... but, it was still quite boring... so, came back home, FINALLY finished the final mission in HALO... and came back here to tell a person to go to hell... i dun giva dam bout this dae...

Master Chief

13 October 2004

2004-10-13T22:12:00.000-07:00

HI!!! welcome to me blog, finally got it up n funning... neways, 2dae sux... tried to tell Melissa sumthing, but wad she say? 'WADEVER', ah to hell wif that... Shawn was being such a pain in the ass... lol... ''argh, to hell wif this dae'', me first words tt i said when i got into me house, then took out me xbox and hopped the REAL master chief would calm me down... instead, the dam covenant, sentinels and flood got me soo ****ed up... so i gave up... ah @$#!, i just played multiplayer wif meself... not giving a dam now... c how the rest of this dae works out... bye...

MASTER CHIEF